Bernard Hopkins vs Kelly Pavlik for the Middleweight Championship of the World

e fight of the year takes place live from Atlantic City's Historic Boardwalk Hall! The current reigning WBC and WBO and The Ring Middleweight Champion, Kelly "The Ghost" Pavlik will take on the legendary Bernard "The Executioner" Hopkins.

Pavlik's career record is 34-0, with thirty of those victories coming by way of knockout. Hopkins unified the belts and held the titles for an astonishing ten years before being defeated by Jermain Taylor who went on to lose the belts to Kelly Pavlik.

The fight on October 18 marks the first meeting between these two middleweights and may be Hopkins' last major fight if he fails in his bid for redemption against the Champion.

The blood will indeed fly at Boardwalk Hall on October 18th as two of the greatest fighters in the world square off. DO NOT MISS THIS FIGHT, it may go down as one of the greatest in Atlantic City's storied history of boxing.

Toooooo funny!!!!

Home Depot sucks

Last night I was with my Ex- Husband... uuuuuu! Ppl say they dont get it. Why ? How can you/ Well easy, his still my best friend till this day, and when you love someone as much as WE love each other is easy. So Im doing all the last minute things and ... We call each other to figure out were we stand. and shit!!! we are running out of time. So after work we met at Home Depot. What a piece of shit.

Rikky looks at me, smiles, and said.. boy this is gonna suck. jajajaj! We laugh.
So we walk and walk , look and look. and NADA, ZIP.

After a good 40 mintutes we looked at each other, smiled and came to the conclusion... we needed another field trip. Nothing .. remotely fair looking. People.. this is supposed to be a huge chain store, where we can find anything we want. NOT!!!!!!

After laughing our heads of we walk and talked and set a date. Saturday. Okay no excuses, we will go to Bayamon and Caguas if it kills us... right? My answwr was yeap!
People... Home Depot sucks ass. punto

Me largo.... wierd pero estoy chatting con una ex de mi ex. jajajajaj!!!

Batman

Other that the fact the the voice of Batman sucked..... The movie is a 10. Amazing.. I have seen it 3 times.

All better

These past few days I have been down. Why/ Well the simple fact that Im making a huge change....is fun and scary all 2 the same time. Sometimes I feel Im in control, and sometimes..well nuts But I had a heart to heart with the two people I love the most, my Mommy and Rikky and well My mom reasured me and Rik, well he gave me obtions and strength to feel good about all this.
He gave me something that I would treasure as long I live. Is called security.
Soi I woke up this morning feeling all better, still scared but most of all, knowing that I have someone out there that no matter what, he has my back.

So Its almost that day, still have everything to do, I leave shit for the last minute, jeje.

One thing I can say... This is the most difficult this I have had to do, but I know that there are people that are just a phone call away, or even a flight.

Mom, what can I say other that you are the mostr amazing mom ever. Even you voice makes me smile. and to Rikky, Babe.... You are amazing, I love you.

Scars for life

why?
Okay, Like I have said before. I have had 3 real long, hard years. Ups and downs like you would not belive. Being divorse, raped having family problems,battle with depression,Been hit, moving, yeah... hard stuff. When your heart gets beat up like that you tend to be carefull. Dont trust anyone, thats the first thing that comes to my mind. So it hurts when the people your close to fuck you up.

Around 6 months ago, someone decide...I needed more drama in my life.
This man ,this man made and still is making my life hell.

When you trust soomeone and that someone plays with your trust, just makes me want to puke. I thought I had been through everything. Nope not even close.

All im gonna say is once a man hits, beats, makes you do things you will never want to do...your trust for everything, life, happiness just goes down the drain.

Sometimes I dream I could be turn back 5 years of my life, mabey I change somethings and nothings of this sort would be happening. Mabey If I would still be married, nothings would be happening.
The fact that My life has turned up side down, Police, stalker, been scared, having to call my friends for help, and feeling like leaving is the only way out.... sucks

Somethings you never forget. Im scared for life. Some nights are better than others. Before the nightmares would be every couple of months... now is a weekly thing.

I dont hate anyone, even though sometimes it looks like it. But some situations, there are no words.

I just hope I can be completly happy

Miguel Cotto... The best

AMAZING FIGHT....

This song... brings tears to my face

Simply amazing. It reminds me of ...

Shit.....again

OMG!!! JUST TO FUNNY LMAO

Thing we do without thinking

Its funny how wierd we can be about certain things. For example I cant leave without my Ray bans and lip gloss. Its wierd . My celpnone is part of me.. and before when we had no cell we were fine ...but now I actualy come back to get it if I leave it. The first thing I do when I wake up, is check my mail, and its the last thing I do before bedtime. If im at home I make sure my MSN is always connected. If im having a bad day, Ill turn on some jazz. I have to verify my messages and replay fast.. I hate leaving it for later. I shower with gel soap.. I hate , hate bar's. When I go thru the door, I instantly take off my earings and watch and and do a pony tail.. I hate having hair in my face. Another wired things is I drink a glass of H20 as soon as I get home. Since I have been alone I have a Yorkie, His name is Dante.. His the shit on wheels.Well this perfect pet of mine wags his tails and makes me a show everytime Im in the door.. now its like the day is not complete with out it. And every nite before bed... we play and lol. Even if he ends up walking arond the house by himslf... he always waits for me and lays down and waits for me to cover him with his doggie blanket.

Some thing I always do is no matter how much time ill be in the car.. I blast the radio.. is like I cant drive with out the radio on.. and if its sunny. I open the sunroof. Stange things that I do without thinking, but make me, me.

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Top Ten WTF? US Sex Laws - Top 10s

My brother

As Im packing my stuff to start a new adventure , away from certain unwanted ...ppl, jajaja! I think of how much Im going to miss Emmanuel, my younger brother, who is more than a brother, his a cool ass dude, who is always there, in good and bad. He know's everything that happends and sticks by me no matter what. When Im down , his there with a smile and a huge hug.
I remember the night I got married... I cried cause I realized, he would not me sleeping with me , having breakfast with me, and just bugging the hell out of me.
I love you dude... and what you have done lately.. Ill never forget.
XO

MY 4TH OF JULY WIKEN

Simply amazing. Piriod

Im pregnant !!!

Yesterday morning I get an e-mail. Its my best friend/sister.....she tells me she needs to see me right away. She has something very important she would like to tell me and she needs my help.
I panic... This girl has an issue almost every day. Meet me? damn there is something wrong, cuz she cant even give me a La' about whats going on....

Come afternoon, and she call's me and invites me to Kasalta... a nice place to eat and chat.
A back round before Y tell you what happened.....
I have known this girl for almost 3 years. We have nothing in common.. nothing, she we found each other during our worst moment in life, when we thought we would not get thru our problems,broken hearts,smashed in,the lowest of low's ... there we were. Quickly we became friends, ti the point that she was there before anyone that I knew my entire life. and with tie we became like sisters. We celebrated our up's and downs and became traveling partners. We have had the most wonderful experiences ever.
We have little in common ,maybe is safe to say we have nothing in common. She is a wonderful lesbian woman who has been for many years now and she has had a very rough life. Last year on her Bday she tells me she want a baby bad. she wants to be a mommy. I loo at her with this face... How are you going to do that? I ask.
She had it all figured out. Her life friend.. This nice,decent guy she has known for years,she tells me. Long story short, he said yes and after a old fashion sexual encounter.. that for her was just ..... jajajja! like she said.. I'm never going there again... jajjajaja!!! in just one try bamm!

Back to before..... We sit... and she tells me to guess. I smiled and my eyes got teary....girl...You are you pregnant??????
And her smile gave it all away.
note: ppl... this girl is one of the few ppl I truly love. one of the reasons Ill be traveling alot back to PR.
We hugged for like an eternity... I got my wish, she said.

Girl..... I just want you to know how proud of you I am. You did what you wanted to do. To kept it real. You did it. You have so much love to give, and I'm positive you will me the best mom alive....well mabey after mine and Oh! Elsa... she is grade A!!!
I am here for you in anyway you need me. Mia Cloe or Ian Sebastian will be a very loved baby.
I an very happy for you... and I'm here girl.
Congrats!!!!!!!!! Mommy to be.

Broken

What do you do when you figure out someone very close to you has lied?

So I imagine there are hundreds of blogs about this but, I wonder....

So what do you do? Do you forget? Do you act like nothing went wrong? Do you act on it? Do you fight like a mad woman?
Or do you just run away from it?
I'ts sad cause when you give you self to someone, when you open your heart, and soul . When you with your eyes closed... just belive everthing that comes out of this persons mouth and then you find out, half of what was said... was a lie. I just die .. inside.
I have cried alot these past few years. I have probably fallen as hard as a human being can . My heart has been ripped into many, many pieces and it only gets worst ... but there are somethings that even if deep down you know I SHOULD FORGIVE. , there is no way you can.

I have been lied about many things, some stupid and some real important.
Can you ever forgive 100%?

Happy Birthday RIKKY!!!!

A unique video from a awesome band.
Unique,just like you.
Enjoy. Remember everything I said to you...

STAN LEE ON THE FUTURE OF COMIC BOOK MOVIES

So... I was thinking the other day.. about just stuff that I am sooo into now that I was not before. The first thing that pop up was movies like Starwars' Marvel...and Quintin... But cause all the new Marvel movies comming up, I could not help but to think of this one first.
Yes I do enjoy chick flick's... but lately..is all about Rambo, Rocky, Marvel, Any blood , killing spree, explotion type of flick. LOL.
So here , loving all that the great Stan Lee makes ... The future in movies
Enjoy... ;-)

Fucking awesome

Ok... so I had an Ex- husband and bestfriend, that was into all this, and guess what. Im loving it now. So This is something that before I get old .. Im gonna go baby!!!
Awesome toy's... for adults!!!!

Hey...This one is for all men out there

Enjoy!!!!!!!
I too can appriciate this.. Hey she's hot. Can't deny it.

TO YOU

As hard as making this dicision is, im happy, terrified, excited, sad, and just confused.
In this past 3 years I have grown so much. I have had my share of real bad moments in my life , moments I will never wish on anyone. I have cried, I haved laugh and I say... It's all good. Why? because all this has made me the person Im today. Im stronger, independent,and more goal oriented that before.

Im not quit sure Ill ever get over somethings ,loosing the love of your life can kill your heart. Mabey Ill never fing someone Ill love as much as I love him, mabey I will and he will become a treasured memory. I dont know.

Everyone tell's me ... Life has a funny way of working out, and you will never know what will happend. El mundo da muchas vueltas..... I just hope with this huge step im gonna make , I will find true peace and happiness, the kind of happiness that makes you glow.

I will always love this person... He was my everything... and still is. So I say... leave and live your life to the fullest. soon Ill be able to wake up in the mornings and have a smile on my face, permanent.


I gave him every piece of memory I had of him... all I have left is what's in my heart. That is worth much more than a picture, a card, a gift. I hope he treasures all our years together like I still do.

Its hard but I count on this man to be there , to hold me when I fall, kick me when Im being stupid and to share with me the good things in life.
All I can ever say is ... You rock. Even if we have our up's and downs, we yell, scream, laugh, smile, count on... We will always have this amazing memory of years and years of bliss. You were my bestfriend when we started and became my life....

Hey.. Im not saying Im depress and I can't live with out him... Im just letting the world know.....Its hard to loose something sooo amazing, and dealing with it sometimes can take control of your actions and emotions.
I still see him and smile. Im glad we can still be friends, and hopefully get over all the drama....lol and be happy.

To you babe, to our friendship, memories and connection that will never ever fade.

Turn Me On

This weekend.... This song was playing while we were talking.
I'll always remember what you told me. I will miss you so much.
WE have had our up's and down's. I just hope atleast our friendship will always be present.

Sooner than I think

This is ME

So lately I have been thinking alot about who am I. So many things have happend to me that its change me. Mabey for better, mabey for worst.
So this is me. My like's and dislikes, the music I like,my pet pevees...

Im I think a perfect size.. not to tall, not to short. My color hair is light brown, my eyes are green. My style varies from time to time. During work I like trousers and nice tops. Pencil skirt's and very very high heals. Weekend jeens , always tight and evry low cut and love my converse, but im also wearing alot of wedge's.
I always have my watch..a big one @ that and rings and so worth. I can not go anywear without mascara. and a bit of lipgloss... that's a must.
I love Sushi, I drink alot of water, I love bread but hardly eat it and Im crazy about chocolate,the darker the better. I love Italian, mexican food and Churrasco. In my book Salmon rocks. Im not a huge drinker, but my fav. are Margaritas Chamboard 1800 and Pomegrate. I like vodka and Black Lable. and as for beer. Heinekken light would be my favorite. Redbull light and love , love banana and mango batidas.
I hardly watch tv.. If I like something ILL TVO IT. My fav programs would be Best week ever, Sex n The Cit reruns... Scrubs, South Park, WWE,and I love The Office.. with passion. Love , love movies. As for music, well punk. metal. jazz.. a combination. im easy in that deparment.
As for me...I like my men taller than me.. but thats easy. fair skin light eyes and dark hair.. long hair is my thing.. and a relax trendy feel to him. Granted I had that and well... thats a diffrent blog. lol
I love cafe!, I love my Mac. Wake up in the morning and its the first thing I check. I hate to cook. but I do it if I have to, I love to race.. I step on the gas in my Honda like if I was on the track. My favorite color is blue. I dont sleep much anymore, I have loads of nightmares, I love candles.. prefebly Gardenia scent. I hate to wash dishes.. with passion, I love to sing in traffic and in the shower. I love boyshorts, and I tend to wear white after tanning. I I hate liars.People.. things always come out. !!!! I very puntual, and Im very sarcastic. I love dark humor and ppl who make me laugh.
I was maried, had my up's and downs so if I ver get married... I will never change who I am. I dont care if people agree with me or not, Ill have my day's off as he will to. Our time out will be untouchable.
Most important thing other than trust is kissing... he has to be great @ it.
Im not a dancing , clubing person but I do like to have fun so I would love it if @ least twice a month we can do just that.. have beers , nite with friends if you will.
I love my feather bed and my pillow ... a gift. one of the best gift ever, Thermaputic. I put The beatles when Im under stress and on long trips is all about Pink Floy. I love empanadillas de Pizza, lol and I hate jugo de tamarindo. Ricon is one of my favarite hideaways and I enjoy driving to far places. I am addictid to MSN and I spend sometime in Facebook, youtube and blooger. Jijiji!!
I love my cellphone.. I cant live without it. I have loads of so called friends but just 4 I actually consider family. I am very felxible lately... not like before, I do my nails alot and love black n brown nail polish. I have 2 tatoos and 1 nose ring.
One of my most memorable memories was my wedding day, the day we both got our new apartment, and the day I figured out I was in love. ... so long ago. I used to not like Starwars.... well never had seen then until someone taught me ll bout it.. now its a part of me. I adore taking pictures.. my hobbie and it has become a way for me to smile. Ther are some places I would love to live, NYC!!! (coming soon) haha!!Tokyo, Colorado,Greece, and Paris. One of thouse.. and Ill be happy. I love the snow, hate Bacalao, Love boxing and enjoy basketball. I always wanted to have a boy and a girl.. these days... mabey a girl.. not sure. I live for pancakes on saturdays... but I can harly eat them... Cranberies and strawberries are the best. I think men with tatoos rock. Messages .. cant live with out... OMG!!! I hate the goverment .. Bush and what ever crap we have in PR at the moment. Im always joking around.. I ahve a great sence of humor.. and I had lost that years ago. thank God its back. My parents and brothers are very important to me. The rest.. can kiss my ass.I have done some... things in the past, but I ve been done some real bad things too.
The worst years of my life have been 2005 till now. I hate socks, and play alot of Gotcha. Im considerd one of the guys cause they can say just about anything and ill just laugh. I have gotten drunk .. real drunk mabey 6 times in my life .. mabey less. Ive been to Divas with Paco.. lol and hate , hate milk. Im not sure ill fall in love ever again. But for now Im leaving the best single life ever.
Hooked on Playstaion... Resident Evil..yes, yes. and If im erbous I through up, get dizzy, and cry alot.
My famimy is Dante now... but Ill never ever forget my Dorado family... he will never take that from me. I hate Big brands and dont own a thing.. I only have 1 coach bag and my mom got it for me, I hate expensive jewelry... a waste of time, i rather spend it traveling.
My favorite decoration is all white .. less is more. My favorite store is Urban Outfitters , Banana Republic , Lucky Brand, and Gap. Converse are the only sneakers I wear and some Pumas I got Oh yeah and Kangaroos. My Ipod rules.
Well this is about it.. I think. Cant really say anymore .. you might get bored. and I kinda want something to be between me and .....
See ya. Peace

Operation:Flowbee

IS THIS SHIT FOR REAL????

He called me... too late

Im visiting my buddie Edwin @ Dorado and who do I see? OMG!! he goes, its you... your back. I smile.
We talked for mabey an hr becuase it had to be somewere @ 6 pm. He told me he had been traying to contact me but he never saw me again. Then he took me by my face and asked me..Is it true? Are you moving?....
Yes, I am. Im leaving in September. Why , he asked, well lots of reasons, mainly I just need to get away from a certain someone. Oh!! I see, hesaid with a sad face.

Long story short, I gave him my number, and today inbetween somenasty conversation.. who call's me? He does. I smiled like if I had gotten a gift or something.

I thought to my self.... Damn.. if he only called before.
Such is life.

Chris Rock - Black People Vs Niggaz

OMG!!!!PACO... CAN YOU MAKE TIME MOVE FASTER.
WE ARE GOING TO LOL

This one is dedicated to you....

Cause you are the only one ill be with till the end.
*Fall to Pieces live at Budokan

The Hulk 2 - Official 2008 Movie Trailer

Guess who's going to the movies tonite... claro esta, primero unas Margaritas!!!!

Roger Waters: pig flies in Dallas 05.02.08

Wow..... NO words

Can it be possible?

So people have said I can write a book with all that has hapend to me. I laugh, but then I start tio think and yes ... its true. I could.

A month ago, someting terrible happend, and I decide to just make a drastict move.
Im moving far, away from the people I love and cheris, from my situations, from the love of my life and all I know.

Was I corect? I dont know, sometimes I feel soooo happy, and sometimes I just dont know. I am stuborn, and I wont change my mind now but at nite I think about everything and how lonely I will be and cry.

Sometimes we have to do things for our own good. Like it or not, hard and sad but we just have to.

Sometimes things happend that just crush you as a person. I can trully with out a doubt say, Im not even close to the person I was before. Is this good or bad? I have no clue.

My question is...Can I be happy and sad all @ once?

Someone very special.....

Dedicated this to me just moments ago.... I love you.

Is this dude for real????

WTF???

Billy Joel - Uptown Girl

I will never, ever forget . It wont matter were I end up....
you will always be the one.

U2 - One

This one is dedicated to ..... .....

Almost there!!!!

First choice...NYC!!!!

What's right and what's wrong

Do we do the right things or should we follow our hearts?
Ummm..... So confused.

Have you ever.......

Have you ever had a feeling that everything will be okay?
Wake up in the morning and for some strange reason feel happy and alive, with out a care in the world. Have you even caught yourself daydreaming about te most insignificant things and smile? Have you ever found yourself in traffic, against time in the most stressfull situations and beging to LOL for no aparent reson because you rememberd something?

My answer to all these questions and ton's more.....YES

You know you're head-over-heals whenever you get that warm exciting tingle that starts at the lips and flows to the tips of your toes during every "kiss" ..♥..

Official Iron Man Theatrical Trailer 2008

i SAW IT AND LEFT THE MOVIES IN AWWWW..
THIS WEEKEND AGAIN.... AWWWW
LOVE IT!!!

the happening

THIS ONE KINDA REMINDS ME OF CLOVERFIELD.
CAN'T WAIT. UUUUUUUUUUU!!!

Indie...I love you

Im soooo excited about this one. I love, love Indie and can I just say...HOT, HOT, HOT!!!

Sex and the City (2008) OFFICIAL TRAILER

WOW..Okay, Nathalie, Biann, Yolanda, Cris...Let's go.

The Strangers Theatrical Trailer

HOLLY SHIT!!!!!!

Moving ....far away

I realized 3 day's ago it was donzo for me in PR. ...I found the push that I needed to start fresh, move somewere far fom ppl I know, love and will always care for and start fresh, all by my self. This is my change to be for once independent. made a few call's talked it over with my Oh sooo conservative parents and bam.... im off. I have 2 great opportunities awaiting and its just a matter of time.
Happy... Oh yes, Far were no one can hurt me again......

[ 40 days and 40 nights ] Trust Me - Dee Joy

... ..... ....... .. .....

ELMO HAS A GUN

TOO FUNNY

Listen To Your Heart (George/Izzie/Callie)

TRADE.... WOW

When 13-year-old Adriana (Paulina Gaitan) is kidnapped by sex traffickers in Mexico City, her 17-year-old brother, Jorge (Cesar Ramos), sets off on a desperate mission to save her.
Trapped by an underground network of international thugs who earn millions exploiting their human cargo, Adriana's only friend throughout her ordeal is Veronica (Alicja Bachleda), a young Polish woman captured by the same criminal gang. As Jorge dodges overwhelming obstacles to track the girl's abductors, he meets Ray (Kevin Kline), a Texas cop whose own family loss leads him to become an ally.

From the barrios of Mexico City and the treacherous Rio Grande border, to a secret internet sex slave auction and a tense confrontation at a stash house in suburban New Jersey, Ray and Jorge forge a close bond as they frantically pursue Adriana's kidnappers before she is sold and disappears into a brutal underworld from which few victims ever return.
Inspired by Peter Landesman's chilling NY Times Magazine story on the U.S. sex trade, "The Girls Next Door," TRADE is a thrilling story of courage and a devastating expose of one of the world's most heinous crimes.

Cotto vs. Gómez

Llegó la hora de pelear

Coffee Shop - Landon Pigg

memories........

Barenaked ladies - if i had a million dollars live

If I had a million dollars..... Uff!! A friend told me this was his feel good song...yeap!!! IT SURE IS..... JAJAJAJ

Cookie Monster

Inside joke... His one is for you hun....
This will always remind me of you. xoxo

I am happy... sooooo happy!!!

Lady's and gent's....
Im happy. Soooo Happy is unvalivable. Things have happend lately wich I can not get into but what I will say is that Im happy. Somethings are better not said and kept private...if u know what I mean.

Something amazing happend and it got me were I am at and I would not change this for the world. Let me just say the ride is perfect and will probably be in my head for ever.

Scary.... Oh yas, cause I do know that all this perfection will crash and I will get burn....
For for now....let me just say. I will enjoy this and figure it out later.
I found this pic and for some reson it remind's me of what I am feeling......

Lewis Black on Broadway (cold)

This guy rock's

I love you!

All I can do is hope, wish and pray it will all be okay... I love you.

Wicked Game

Need say more... This is exactly what my fantasy would be like...

Why do we do things we know they are wrong?

So I was thinking long and hard about some situations I have been put in the middle of lately. Yes sometimes we make concious desisions do do something we know is dead wrong and we still do it. Why is that? Tempting? Hell yeah.....
So I ask, If we know at the end we might just might get burn...then why do you just not run away as fast as we can?
Ive been in this situation thousands of times, some I have been able to handle, some ...Im not going to go there.
I made a disision a few days ago. Knowingly I will get fucked.... I agreed to it anyway. Knowing me , uFF! I will surely crash and when it happends Ill probably be sad, but there is another side of me telling me... girl.. PPl have to take chances in life , Live it up, the world has many turns, and you never know what come out of this. So I choosed the second one. And even though I an Uber happy am a bit scared of me in the long run. Why? cause it might not be up to me.

For the record....

Need to say something.....
3 day's ago.... well something happend. and its has been great ever since. What? This is only for me to know....and so far my memory has been A okay!

I found out something about me.... and I like it alot. I got back tons of feeling that I had lost along the years, a nd every second of it will be cherished for ever. Other than last night I have been able to sleep great, and have wonderfull thoughts in my head. The days have been happy days, and every word said to me, every thought penetrates my soul...
Im getting it all back. Scarry but great all @ once.

I count the day's, the weeks the hrs and minutes.....

What a day....

So yesterday was a long ass day. Yes I am tired.... but that is an entire story...and Im not about to complain.hehe! But work was sad, and stressfull, My bitch of a boss was being her, I got all the saddest, or dicks of clients yesterday. some would not stop crying...that just breaks my heart, but some...I wanna just cut their ears off and feed it to some dogs. Yeah... jejej!

I have been having some great treats these pass several days but sometims it get me thing.... will this too explode on my face? Well someone very close to me told me last night.... live the moment... and that I have to turn things around..its me who makes the bad go away... be more positive and enjoy..... jajaj! sounds easy.... sip!

A cool cat posted old...let me point out(very old) horrible pics of us, and I was sooo surpreise , I had forgotten about them... it made me teary, happy, @ once. lets just say a path down memory lane...ahhhhhh!
So for that I thank him....

As for work.... mi negocio...down the f* drain... I need to figure out what the hell im goonna do. The god damn man waited sooo long, and the back,,,dont even get me started on the F* bank. So I have to sit and think real hard as too what I want and fast.

Some way cool things have happend... Rik finally cut his hair....Uff! sad but true. I got intouch with a great person agian.... like old times, Im in love with my new look... even it started as a mistake... not what I wanted @ all jajaj! and well, Im back on track, lost 2 more pounds....the past 2 weeks. PLaning a trip with the guy's and Nat and just doing okay...

So. so far.....still alive, Yes I did cut off aPoliceman yesterday, yes but he f* deserved it.

Today....im @ home, cause the night..well another day. and Im going to have lunch with my bestfriend Biann and waiting for.....

A shot of Coffee...FUCK YEAH!!!!

From The Sherman Foundation comes a fantastic idea - a coffee inhaler. seems to me like it'd be the perfect solution when you have to catch the redeye and they stop all liquids at the gate. Hey, if you can inhale alcohol, why not coffee?

For myself, I prefer to snort my coffee directly through a dollar bill after cutting it up on a glass tabletop, but this would be a good backup.
Okay soif this is real, I would have died and gone to heaven...PPL who know me, know that Starbuck's and I have a bond.
Tonight I will meet my girl's @ a Starbucks and Ill let them know of this. Yes tonight is a girls night...a bit of chit-chat and loads of coffee. No men allowed. Well not untill later ,very much later. jeje!! right girls????? hahahahah!

Dream Theater - Time [ Pink Floyd Cover ]

Resident Evil 5 Official Trailer 3

ARMY OF TWO

GameSpot Score
6.5
fair This better than average shooter is fun to play with a friend, but it's best not to think about the subject matter.

QUATERLIFE

Known for their incisive portrayals of relationships and experience during life's key passages, Herskovitz and Zwick take on the crucial years between 20 and 30 in "quarterlife," when so many of life's important decisions are made. "quarterlife" tells the ongoing stories of six creative people in their twenties. As with Herskovitz and Zwick's earlier series, at the center of "quarterlife" is a commitment to realism and the recognition of universal human themes through the truthful depiction of the way young people speak, work, think, love, argue, and just have fun.

Help!!!!!!!

GOD....IM CALLING OUT FOR HELP

Fuck this shit.

Im going to get this shitty book......

Grandma's

Two day's ago something happend that made me real sad. You see, I have both my grandmothers alive, but yet is like I dont at the same time. One of them has always lived in New Jersey and I hardly get to see her. The other one she is here in P.R, but...I hardley ever see her too.
Let me give you a brief backround....two very diffrent lady's.
Grandma # 1
She lives far. She is the sweetest caring and gentle person I know. This one in particular will do anything for me. She has been there in good, bad and terrible times for me, even far away. She wastill a few years ago a very hard working lady, very spiritual, and a soft way. She call's to ask about me and you can tell she cares, and if Im suffering,... in a starge way she already knows and she will call me up and make it all better. She has had her up's and down's, she is sick and old and even though she sometimes feels like crap...you will never know cause she does not complain. She does not have much, but what she has she is greatfull for. She is and old fashion grandma that gives you hugs and kisses and till this day even money.. jaja! A simple woman
Granma # 2
She live's her i P.R. She is alive, alert, and always on the go ( NO SE PIERDE UN QUINCEAñERO)jeje! She is complicated, demands attention, very funny, she drinks beer till this day, wine , whatever you give her. She enjoy's traveling, she lives in a beautiful house with my aunt and uncle, she dresses up and is always intact. She is not like most grandmas. She will NEVER tell you how old she is and she is always matching. Sometimes she can be a bit rude. She cares , she has giving me much to learn and I love het too.

The thing is they are very old, and one of them I hardly see and the other one for reasons am not going to get into....we hardly even talk or see each other. I miss them sooo much.
Im luck cause they are alive....but I don't get to hang with them. Last time I saw them when all was well was last Dic.

Grandma # 2 came by the office to pick something up and it was sooo awkward and sad. Sad becuase for stupid shit that does not envolve us too....for some reason it seperated us. I did not know If I should give her a hug, a kiss, say hi and leave or what...and when she looked at me....you could see it in her eyes she missed me as I did too.

It got me thinking that mabey I should let het know I love her cause .. life happensd sometimes and I will regreat it.

I did not mention I have a grand father.... he is alive, he is in PR. thank God and even if he is my Ex- Husband grand father he has become mine too. This one is a hoot. H e is alive, jokes around , a funny and spititual man, will loads of energy, He is an old fashion , very family oriented man that like my grand ma @ 1 gives me money, a yummy Malta, cookies ...anything to go when I see him. He call's me his girl, and hugs me and kisses me still. Even though In not part of the family anymore....he always treats me like if nothing ever happend...and I love him alot. So in all its sad cause sometimes family shit will get between ppl you love and miss and (orgullo) is a bitch.
I love you all and miss you . De corazon....

MY NIGHTMARE

Tuve un dia reamente malo,y esa palabra se queda corta. La mañana me fue muy bien. mucho trabajo bien ocupada, luego empeze a recibir malas noticias, . De que? Bueno varias cosas famniliares, Trabajo, Algo bien malo que le paso a un amigo y luego de la nada a las 2 pm....suena el celular. Ring, ring.....
Cuando miro la pantalla casi me quedo sin aire. realmente me dio un flash back casi automatico. Como estoy con un cliente, pues le doy a ignore. luego a los 5 min. suena nuevamente y vuelvo a ver y es el....
Ya me empiezo a poner nerviosa , ansiosa, y hasta de mal humor. Tengo clientes y este en particular uno bien"charmin" y nota que cambie totalmente. Me preg. Que te paso..si me permites preguntar? nada ledije y segui trabajando. y a las 2:22 pm en punto suenta el F*ING TEL NUEVAMENTE, no puedo mas y contesto. hello! si con quien hablo linda? .Ummm....No con quien quieres tu hablar? ahhhh, creo que fue # equivocado linda. FUCK!

Me jodio la tarde y para mas decir la noche entera...automaticamente me senti como mierda. Me dio dolor de barriga, mucho dolor de cabeza, una ansiedad increible y me pasaba mirando el celular....mirando la pantalla, hoping que no volviera a sonar, pq lo hiba a coger y no se que carajo le hiba a decir. Llamo a Rikky, y luego de un tiempo me contesta, le explico lo que me pasa y me dice....tranquila, probablemente el no sabe a quien llama. What??????? nada cuento largo corto me senti peor y le enganche. Me senti mas sola que nunca. un nerviosismo increible, y solo eran llamadas. La trade se me acabo de joder, Papi con sus problemas, yo con todos los mios y nadie me llama para preguntar, estas bien? ness algo? Bueno ...llego a casa y ya habia hecho planes con la vecina para ir a correr so me cambie, y cuando llegamos me invitoa cenar en su casa, pero todo el tiempo con una perce de tres pares ...Fuck me! Llego a casa y me pongo a leer, y aun no queriendo mi mente se pone a correr el cabron evento. un me vuelvo loca pq aun no queriendo es imposible pq termino pensando en eso.Me baño, y empiezo a loorar, inconsolable....sin poder parar, con un encojonamiento, como los primeros dias....y miro alrederor y estoy sola, y con una perse cabrona. me quede media dormida y me levanto casi sudada...y contra en mi apart, hace un frio...y digo pal carajo me voy a dar una vuelta. no soporto estas paredes mas....luego llego a casa y casi me obligo a dormir.
1am.....me levanto histerica....y metiendome la mano en la boca para evitar tragarme algo.. me pongo histerica pq casi no puedo respirar y me siento ahogada recuerdo el nerviosismo y en una trago pq casi me vomito y siento como un palito en mi garganta de tal manera que no baja y no llego para sacarlo. , no puedo dormir,ya estoy panicia! estoy super tapa y se me hace dificil respirar...., la cabeza me da vueltas y me pongo a pensar...que carajo se me pudo haber metido en la boca...un Qtip? Puñeta!!!! y me pongo mas nerviosa pq si me acuesto siento mas eso en la garganta...so me quedo sentada, empiezo a tomar agua. y a todo esto llorando del miedo pq estoy sola, y si me quedo dormida y no puedo respirar.... nadie tiene manera de entrar a la casa...un monton de mierdas me estan pasando por mi puta cabeza. , veo el reloj y era bein tarde...pensaba que la unica maera de leugo saber que carajo tengo es con un MRI.... Si lo se me estoy volviendo loca, ...siento el cabron palo entre ala garganta. Le envio un mensaje a Rikky...el se acuesta temp. nada...., pasan las hrs ....nada. Le unico que recuerdo luego de eso es que yo deje de ver el reloj a las 4:46 am, y luego me levanto la alarma y cuando me levante.... no sentia nada....en la puta garganta. Esto esta cabron....Me encojona todo lo que esta pasando.... me siento triste, sola, , molesta y ya no quiero bregar mas. quiero paz y tranquilidad. Dormir...
Recibo una llamada temprano de Jose....Mira las taquillas hay que buscarlas hoy...Okay...a donde? digo yo. A Rio Mar.....que?????? cuando ? despues de las 4pm.... , El me dice... para encontrarnos, pero cuando salga del trabajo, y yo le digo ...que no da tiempo. y qye pq no lo habia dicho antes/ y me dijo que estaba ocupado. mano me encojone... ahora a ver ciundo los dos podemos ir a buscarlos...yo no puedo ir sola... . Sip...que mal verdad?
El lleva casi dos meses hablandome de las putas taquillas.... ahora va hacer una trajedia como las del ultimo concierto...que pal carajodesisti de ir x lo mismo. A ver que pasa.

DOOMSDAY

Synopsis:
In the action-packed new thriller DOOMSDAY, from writer/director Neil Marshall (The Descent, Dog Soldiers), authorities brutally quarantine a country as it succumbs to fear and chaos when a virus strikes. The literal walling-off works for three decades--until the dreaded Reaper virus violently resurfaces in a major city. An elite group of specialists, captained by Eden Sinclair (Rhona Mitra), is urgently dispatched into the still-quarantined country to retrieve a cure by any means necessary. Shut off from the rest of the world, the unit must battle through a landscape that has become a waking nightmare.

What I wouldn't do.....

to be her with my favorite man right now. Ufff!! I get chill's just thinking about it. A fantasy? You can say so. For now I'll just pop in the DVD My favorite movie, The Note Book and weep and wish untill I get my dream to come true.

IRON MAIDEN BABY!!!!!!!

March 12 2008....PR will never be the same.... (Yeah...it probably will) because the legendary British Metal band Iron Maiden will be performing for us!!!!!!
Here is a bit of history for all the ppl who for some reason have never heard of this band...( I STILL THINK THERE IS NO EXCUSE BUT WHATEVER).

Iron Maiden" is a song by Iron Maiden on their debut album Iron Maiden. It was written by Steve Harris and had been featured before on The Soundhouse Tapes. The original recording featured Dennis Stratton and Dave Murray on guitars. The song is now well known as the band's signature song to the general public (along with "The Number of the Beast" and "Run to the Hills") and is usually played as one of the last songs of any given show. It writes about the spirit of an actual iron maiden torture device - it is not, contrary to popular belief, relating to the band itself.

The song has been the band's "final song" (when they leave the stage only to come back for their encores) for many tours. On majority of the tours, a giant representation of Eddie appeared from the back of the stage.

A live video was the 16th video played during the launch of MTV, making it the first heavy metal video ever played on MTV.

He-Man !!!!!!

"Los estudios Warner y uno de sus productores habituales, Joel Silver, se han unido a Mattel para realizar la adaptación en acción real de "He-Man and the Masters of the Universe".

En esta nueva ocasión, el productor y los escritores han definido el desarrollo de la película con una estética similar a la de "300" y con una historia clásica de lucha entre el bien y el mal.

Además de "He-Man", Marks se encuentra escribiendo otras historias como "Voltron", una serie animada que pasará al cine, la versión cinematográfica del videojuego "Street fighter" y una adaptación para Warner del personaje de DC Comics, Green Arrow."

Gente yo sere la primera en la fila cuando esta llegue a Puerto Rico, Yo me crie con He Man, es mas lo casaba con mi Barbie...Si uno de mis pocos" girly moments". Ni comento sobre Brad...quien mejor que este machazo????? Wow...

Cream Brulee or Vanilla Ice Cream?

I have a situation.... I can't really say yet butI can't seem to figure out which way to go. You see Im the kind of girl who had Cream Brulee, she enoyed Cream Brulee. Cream Brulee made her happy untill Crem Brulee dicide that other things more more important than me. Things changed and Well I have never seem to find another Cream Brulee that I liked like the one I used to love. Recently I have tasted Vanilla Ice cream....While it it plain and simple It makes me feel good. When I eat Vanilla Ice cream I feel satisfied, never the less I know I deserve Cream Brulee but Vanilla Ice cream is something I can have on a daily basis and not gain weight, while Cream Brulee is addictive and yummy, I know it wont be available 24/7. What to do? What to do?

Make this come true...

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And I promiss to be a good girl this year. I will eat all my veggies, never drink again (ummmm) and be home by 1:00am on weekends.

Conan The Barbarian

"This is, with the possibly exception of Lord Of The Rings, the finest sword and sorcery movie ever made" Can you belive some geek actually said this in his page? Can't belive I never saw this gem of a movie. All I now is my brother's and I lol so hard we cried. And the monkey fight scence.....jajajajjajajajaj!

THREE-HOUR RAW. You can't miss it

Milwaukee will be rocking with three hours of action as Raw airs a special "WrestleMania Rewind Night" extravaganza. Superstars from Raw, SmackDown and ECW will battle in rematches from past WrestleManias, giving competitors the chance to rewrite – or relive – history.

Also... Floyd Mayweather and Big Show will meet in an official WrestleMania weigh-in, and William Regal will tap either Triple H or Randy Orton as the next matchmaker for his "Triple Threat Takeover."

So on Monday I will be sitting pretty infront of my tv with my buddies and loads of beer...and h20 for me. Ppl if you like wrestling at least a bit, you cant miss this special. It will be worth it. TRUST

Change

Like I have said in past post,I have had some real bad years , tons of up's and down's and just when Im right up there boom! something happends.

Last week I came to the conclusion that if I dont chnage certain things , Ill keep fucking up and nothing good will come out of it. So I changed drastically my way of living that for the past year I had adopted. The drinking, smoking, the late, late nights have to end. Well not end but I had to put some stucture back into mua's life.

With help 2 great friends I started step by step and let me tell you my mein friends...it has worked. Im not 100%, and with the shit that keeps coming up , I probably wont be for a long ass time, but Im much better. I started my very strick diet, which last time I did it helped me loose 51 pounds thank you very much. I am doing my exsersise and the newest thing is BellyDance class.
Okay so I may not look like the type but I went with a friend who was just like me and in 4 months she lost 40 pounds, dah!!!!! So I called and its a bit expensive, but is workable. So Im all good with that. Apart from eating every 3 hrs, which is a hassel and it basically sucks but it makes my metabolisim run.

I do go out dont get me wrong, I have things to to almost every day but now I choose and I may not stay till 6am. I have tons of friends who help me out, for exsample Im not drinking anymore....in a month its only been one drink and it was last Tues. @ a gallery.Gin...yeap....
I have friends who call me up just to check if I had lunch. And one friend in particular who about a week or so ago actually thru a healthy bar into the garbage and got me in the car and made me sit down and have a hot meal. I hate him...but he was right. I have not had many hot meals in month's. unless I visit my mom, or go to a rest. So Benny...thanks alot.

Am I happy.... sometimes Im ok and sometims well nah, but one thing is Ill get better, and shit will always happend...but it does not have to be the end of the world.
I wanna thank, Emma, Cam, Rikky, Paco, Nati, Javier, Benny,Biann, Wale and my parents for all they have done these past 3 years.
Love you all.

Proud to be your friend.

No me imagino en la vida poder entender por lo que pasastes. Me alegro que en aquell entonces no estuvistes sola. Aparte de tu familia bella Javier Pintor....ha sido un gran amigo y me alegro por ti.
la vida nos volvio a unir, y por eso le doy gracias a Dios porque personas como tu hay pocas. Me da mucha lastima no haber estado ahi en el momento mas dificil de tu vida pero siento un honor imenzo el hecho de que me pidieras que estuviera ahi contigo al igual que Javier para apoyarte.
Me alegro que todo saliera tal y como querias. Nunca pense que eras tan fuerte. Admiro a tu familia y mas que nadie a ti amiga. Sabes que estoy aqui para lo que sea. Eres especial. Te quiero un monton, al igual que Javier.
Me alegro que este capitulo se cerro con broche de oro, y que tu sonrisa fuera una de alivio. Im proud to be your friend.

WRESTLEMANIA XXIV BABY!!!!

So I have been invited to Orlando for this grand event. Pipo,Javier, Pochy and Jonathan just called in conference call to invite Karla. I love this fucking sport, you see for years my ex husband would watch Raw and I actually started to love it. We even went to a Live Raw taping @ Philly once. Years passed and I got hooked more so that I still watch it alone and the guy's sometimes call me up and invite me @ there homes to have a WWE Party with loads of beers and alot of Ciclon for mua. Shit!!! I wanna go sooooooo bad. I checked and its actually cheap. This will make me real happy, so please God....make this come true. I have a place to stay for free. I promise I wont smoke or drink anymore....

Transporter.... kinda look's like ?

Jason Statham is the Transporter, Frank Martin. More so than the first Frank Martin comes off as a super hero on this one. There is even a scene where a bad guy refers to Frank as a super hero.
I personally love super hero movies so I won't complain too much...cause his is way hot plus he looks like the guy Im sort of dating...Yummy.

Great movie to watch.

Vantage Point...a must see

I went with a cool dude to see this movie and let me just say...ahhhh!
Vantage Point is the story of the assassination of the President of the United States during a speech at a terrorism summit in Spain. William Hurt plays President Ashton, the man who is shot as he is about to take the podium to denounce terrorism. Unfortunately, talking about terrorism upsets the terrorists and they hatch a complicated plan that will rid the world of their number one nemesis. The movie shows us 8 different perspectives from 8 different people in the 20 minutes leading up to the assassination. It is from these 8 different points of view that we are supposed to piece together what really happened on that fateful day in Spain.

La maldita ansiedad

A mi entender la ansiedad es una de las peores cosas que le pueden pasar a una mujer. Que es ansiedad? En mi vocabulario.... Ese nerviososmo, esa intranquilidad que tienes por dentro, esa perocupacion que no te deja dormir, que te tiene cranky, triste, es algo que de proibe dormir , estar tranquila, comer sin que te caiga ma la comida en fin no te deja estar relax, y eso se empieza a notar en muchas cosas como tus relaciones, trabajo, actividades... en fin la ansiedad es lo peor y yo llevo mucho tiempo con esto en high. Hay un medicamento en espesifico que quita la an- ciedad. Señoras y señores,les presento Welbutrin XL 300. Tadddaaa!!!!

Esta majica pastillita luego de dos semanan a tres en tu cuerpo hace maravillas.... voy casi pa dos , y estoy ansiosamente esperando queponche reloj la maldita pepa y me acabe de rescatar, porque si no....cabezas volaran jeje!! nah! un poco violenta no? pero asi me siento. Tic toc...
Oye Welbu...porfa anda has tu trabajo..que yo ya no puedo mas.

Who am I?

I have notice I have become more of what I was a long time ago, but with more edge. Before I got married (high school years) I used to like to watch sports, Dah! I have a brother who played everything, basketball, football, Gotcha, and loved to watch boxing and well my dad loves the sames sports so me...I just got hooked, specially when Jordan... the man was the shit.
Another this is way back I was not a jelous girl, I was very much a person who ppl loved to talked to and hang out with, and I kinda lost all that.

Alot of things have happend to me and changed me in sooooo many ways. Good and bad , the the truth is I am finding my self. late but its happening. Im the kind of chick that can be (comemierda) if I wanted to, I could be that girl.... This is what they calkl me Guaynabita. Yeap, I can do that but the one I like the most is the one of the guy's. I can pull up a chair, sit and drink a Heiniken, play pool...badly..hehehe and play video games . I am that girl that guy's love to hang around, cause they can talk and be themselfs with out having a girl bitch @ everything. Some of them have even said...ur the perfect chick, ...bella, inteligente, gufia, graciosa...but ur such a good frined that it just cant be...
I have enjoyed watching my men sweat it out @ the bioxing ring with friends, drink, play dominoes, poker, even gotcha and yes I can do the date thing , be all pretty and chick like, the sexy heals, and nice underwear, and I can be the converse wearing, jeans and tank top, with a hat kinda chick.

I am pretty darn sad lately, feeling alone, with everything around me falling apart. I do know that God....will be there and one day hopefully sooner that later will make shit happend 4 me.

Resumen: I kinda like who I am today, yes I have loads of work, but Im tiered of being someone that Im not, Im who I am...punto y se a cabo. pq? porque lo digo yo.

A fucked up fact about drinking and rape

The crime of rape occurs whenever a person forces another to do something sexual against that person's will. It's that simple. Remember that:

A person has the right to say no to sex at anytime for any reason.
Rape is never the victim's fault. No one ever asks, wants, or deserves to be raped.
Date or acquaintance rape is all too common.
Women can rape women and men can rape men. Remember what rape is. (Contrary to popular belief, more rapes are committed against men than against women each year.)
Being under the influence of alcohol is never an excuse. If the victim is too drunk to say no, it's still rape. If the perpetrator is too drunk to know what he or she is doing, it's still rape.A large proportion of all rapes are date (or acquaintance) rapes. Reduce your chances of being a victim:

When going out with someone new, don't feel you have to go alone. Go on a group date or meet in a public place.
Socialize with people who share your values and beliefs.
Communicate with your date. Don't send mixed messages.
Be aware and independent on dates. Have options on what you will do, pay your way, provide your own transportation.
Take care of yourself. Don't put yourself in a situation where other people might have to take care of you, because they might not be there.
Be careful about going into someone else's home or inviting them into yours. There are the places most acquaintance rape occurs.
Trust your instincts. If you don't feel comfortable in a situation, leave it.
If things start to get out of hand, leave or protest firmly and loudly.
Don't abuse alcohol and don't date anyone who does.


Remember:
Intoxication is never an excuse for otherwise unacceptable behavior.

Alone....

I have had a shitty month, from the beep, to the beep and oh yeah the beep....I have droped to my lowest, so bad that I have changed my life style to a "T".
It has been a sad and lonely month, more so than other, between fucking Valentine's, my negocio.....yeap! if I can still callled that. jaja!! sarcazan all the way baby, my love life, my love of my life, the stuggle with every small dessision I made has made me a ............ girl.

Im back in therapy......yeap. what a looser. Tosta like never before, more alone...and the wierd thing is, I have tons of ppl who love me and actually like me and care....whatever right, specially when the one thing u want u cant seem to have. (fucked up smile inserted here).

All I just want to say is something real important to God. Yes u heard correctly...God. So here it goes:

God please help me in been better in understanting why things happend to me like they do, why I am suffering so damn much.... Why I cry my self to sleep, why I actract assholes, and loads of married men, and whay I am not happy like I should. Why my love wasen't enough to keep the love of my life happy....and it failed, why I miss my bestfriend soooo much, my entire life in the peat 4 years ......please give me a break, let me be happy, satisfied and just plain ok . Just one time make things never work for me, for my family and for a very special person who I will always love....my Rikky. Give me something to live for.....I have Dante....but hehehe tu sabes a que me refiero.
I want a life with no more tears....unless its all happy tears. hehe!
thanks.

OOOOLALA!!!

Yikes!!!!! He just makes me lol....among other things....
Just joking, his sweeeeeet!

Rest in peace

He was just 28 years old....a great actor.