As hard as making this dicision is, im happy, terrified, excited, sad, and just confused.
In this past 3 years I have grown so much. I have had my share of real bad moments in my life , moments I will never wish on anyone. I have cried, I haved laugh and I say... It's all good. Why? because all this has made me the person Im today. Im stronger, independent,and more goal oriented that before.
Im not quit sure Ill ever get over somethings ,loosing the love of your life can kill your heart. Mabey Ill never fing someone Ill love as much as I love him, mabey I will and he will become a treasured memory. I dont know.
Everyone tell's me ... Life has a funny way of working out, and you will never know what will happend. El mundo da muchas vueltas..... I just hope with this huge step im gonna make , I will find true peace and happiness, the kind of happiness that makes you glow.
I will always love this person... He was my everything... and still is. So I say... leave and live your life to the fullest. soon Ill be able to wake up in the mornings and have a smile on my face, permanent.
I gave him every piece of memory I had of him... all I have left is what's in my heart. That is worth much more than a picture, a card, a gift. I hope he treasures all our years together like I still do.
Its hard but I count on this man to be there , to hold me when I fall, kick me when Im being stupid and to share with me the good things in life.
All I can ever say is ... You rock. Even if we have our up's and downs, we yell, scream, laugh, smile, count on... We will always have this amazing memory of years and years of bliss. You were my bestfriend when we started and became my life....
Hey.. Im not saying Im depress and I can't live with out him... Im just letting the world know.....Its hard to loose something sooo amazing, and dealing with it sometimes can take control of your actions and emotions.
I still see him and smile. Im glad we can still be friends, and hopefully get over all the drama....lol and be happy.
To you babe, to our friendship, memories and connection that will never ever fade.
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