MY WISH LIST

1. XBOX 360
2. Perfume, Coco
3. More memory for my Apple
4. More of what I got last night....hehe!
5. Tous ring
6. Harold and ... movies
7. Sex n the City Box set
8. New bedroom
9. Plasma for my room
10. DEMOISELLE
11. fhy%$iui( BACK )

ILL GET BACT TO THIS LATER

हैप्पी बडे जुंच्क्य!

I know you read this soooo HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!!!!!!
Que este aÑo este lleno de muchas cosas buenas.... y mucho,mucho amor. Hehe!
Te vere prontito!!!!!!

Disney

So I came back from my Disney trip. Let me tell you I had the BEST TIME EVER.
We did everything thing, we went to ALL the parks,went to Beer school, and had my own private Jacuzzi right next to my bed. Yup!!!! Did I use it? Duh!
We met up with Alison n Pipo... Javier was a perfect gentelman, He made this trip twice as fun.
We hoped into his car.....he had a minivan, and we drove to out Villa!!! (La reparticion de cuartos fue una fun) jaja!
We did the adventure, Universal, Entire Disney, Bush Gardends and @ night it was a Fiesta!!!!!!
One of the nights we were soooo drunk we actually slept 2gether. what a night..still lol when I think of Jobo's payamas.....


I did everything I wanted, Javi was such a great partner, Nati was just the best , s I could not asked for a more perfect vacation.
We did the I-Hop, Olive Garden, Krispy cream and well the memories are the best I will always have this trip near my heart.

Oh, what hands he has......

Today was super. I got a call from my sis Biann @ 8am......wanna have breakfast, and hang out? yes!!!!! So we had an awesome breakfast and loads of coffee. Them...we went to----.
Then..... the best part. ZEN SPA!!!! I got the best massage EVER. It wasent like others, mabey cause Gabriel had the most incredible manly hands Ever....he did everything just perfect.
First the steam, and sauna..... after 20 min.....I slept for mabey 20 mins and in comes Gabriel.....(bello), while we walk to the room, his asking me if Im well, bla, bla , bla. Then...it begings.... Please take your robe off and lay down, dont worry , ill cover you. hehe! Is there a part your dont want masssage?...yes!!!!Please dont touch my feet, I can kick you....he lol.
Then....I pick, Coconut oil and he began the magic. OMG.....I have never been soooooo relax in my life. it was just what I needed. He even masssaged my head.....lower back, all my fingers, thighs, stomach and welll everything. Ahhhh!
Well after that entite hr. I went an took the best shower ever, washed my hair and left. Uff!!!! Im perfect for .........

Vargas versus Mayorga

Today is the day....!!!! Take out your wallets.
Almost 2 years ago I started a tradition....and I have not missed one fight. I came to realize I f*ing like this sport...Yes I like violence, sweaty men beating each other up, the thrill, screaming out "dale, dale " Yeah....Good times.
So Today is another one, No is not The great Cotto, but its still a fight, so guy's Ill see you all tonight. Last time it was @ my house, and there was loads of beers, so Javi....I want some Heiniken!!!!!

KISS

Nothing to say other that this is the sweetest thing ever. I cried . Please go to this link.
http://www.youtube.com/user/euhenyo

Memories

This weekend though it was a good one, did some stuff, got some great company....got cooked, for, even had some time do do cleaning . Saw my Grandma who I have not seen in almost 2 years, sleep good, and that's a rear thing cause lately I have had my mind filled with shit and to get a good night sleep is ultra wow. Last night after spending time with my fam I got a called and got invited for ice cream and a movie....It was like a date. Even though I had a great time, I could not get something out of my mind. fair? nope!!
Even is an perfect guy comes up to me and asked me out I will be thinking about someone else.
I was pretty happy this weekend, cause well cleaning I found loads of things from my past that made me happy, sad, lol, and a bit teary eye. I found my self missing this person big time. Like a huge part of my heart belong to him and I was okay with that.
He knows this.... Whats he thinking? I have no clue.
Well, As I started to get some of my stuff ready for my Disney trip, I was happy and a bit sad cause this is something I would have love to do with that special someone.
He knows I care. Does that bother me? yeah.... sometime I feel as if he has some king of advantage over the situation...
Not sure what will happened , but well the memories we share will be for ever in my heart.

Friday = Margarita's Chamboard 1800

2 oz Jose Cuervo® 1800 tequila
1 oz Cointreau® orange liqueur
1 oz Chambord® raspberry liqueur
4 oz sweet and sour mix

So tonight...late, late after somethings, I will meet with _______ and have a couple. Yummy, my Friday treat.

SHEDEVIL IS UP @ IT AGAIN

Even though this are not quit as I would like them to be...I can say that its all good. Some ppl will try and put you down, some just want to hurt you in every way possible. Some might actualy suceed. YEAP...some do and boy does it hurt.

Lately I have been working on giving the finger to everyone ho has fuck up my like. Who have made me into the person I am. Some say are yours friends... not to worry, Ill figure it out, some will actually look n feel like they are here for you an then fuck you over.
It take a real great person not to me bothered by shit.
Ill try.
When women try and hurt other women for the hell of it, or cause they think that putting you down might help them...is a bit sad. It may seems as they are great but they have no soul, no heart and are clueless to life.
SO I SAY BRING IT ON.... Some day we will all see what a bitch you are.

MY BESTFRIEND

Last night was a very bad night for me up something happend and turned out to be a great night...well, sort of.
I have been going thru some real bad times, divorse, loneliness, separation, change of life, changing my ways and jobs, friends,you name it, and thru all of this even when most of it ...if not all of it had to do with him....he was always there, in good, bad, ugly, yelling ,screaming, listening, loving me and being there for me all the way. Last night, I flipped .

I have always known, what happend was the trigger to realy listen to my heart and undersataing what I felt for this man.

I have and will most probably never love anyone like I love him. Love makes ppl do and say crazy things. belive you , me its true. I understood that the one reason I never wated to listen was out of fear I will hear something I could not handle. Boy was I wrong...Like I heard ...that would have made a huge diference. Time pases by and you understand lots of things , and you start to get it.
I a terrify, that Ill never have the change to love again.....
So back to what I was saying....I let my mind go, read things that mainly broke my heart and I just went nuts. Sometimes ..ppl do get to mess with your head and sadly enough. it works.

Love is blind, fun, amazing, joyfull, sucky, a blessing and its hard to understand.
Last night my bestfriend did something I never would have imagine...and came to my house. Even though he was way sad, tierd, and drained....he came over, with out me knowing and sat down ...calmed me down, gave me huge's hugs, and we talk. not so easy @ the begining, but ...even though I made him made, frustrated, he stood by me and made me understand how much he loved me and that the way he cares is a very special, way and that it dosesnt matter if no one understands....he is there.
He also said that I need it he will leave and never speak, or just if needed...when I heard that I almost died.
We talk about feelings...I cried, I told him I was in love and will always be.
I have never met anyone so kind, He is more that a man I was married to...his my world, my bestfriend, my happiness, sadness, joy , tears and I miss him too much.

Last night I got it....I saw it in his eyes....I trusted him once aging fully and completely for the first time in almost 3 years. That was a relif. OMG... I was sooo happy cause is not just something you say...its what you say with your eyes...

We had a great talk. Tears , laugh's and loads of yummy hugs made it all better.
Something was lifted and I felt sooo much betetr . His eyes made it all better.
I loved him then and I love him now.
So we lol, and played with my Dante and then he left.
To my bestfriend , my everything....I love you and will always love you. I just hope I have a chance to demostrate it again.

Talk about Dreams.....

THIS IS ONE OF MY DREAMS..... TOKYO BABY!!!!!!!

It does not hurt to Dream

Sometimes you just get caught is wishful thinking. I dont know, sometimes is a dream of mine certain things and sometimes is just wishing real bad for certain things to happend.
Dreaming is great, it kinda pumps you up , and makes all the bad just go away.

Lately I have been doing ton's of it. DREAM,S....ITS THE BEST THERE IS.
No one can take dreams away from you.

THE BEE MOVIE

So last week I had the pleasure of going to the movies with a great friend of mine . We had to see this movie , and well . Can I say CUTE!!!!!!!!
This movie was funny, great color, The caracters were the best. All you can ever want from a movie. This is not just for kids.... I loved it. So go and see this one, You will love it. TRUST!

How do I get by?

How?

Is it that hard to get by? Shit...all I want is a normal, happy life, but its impossible unless I leave the past behind. Ppl say this all the time. I wonder...Have they done such thing? All I want is to be happy, and get what I deserve. love, craziness, happines , good things. For some reason...I have not one thing.
I used to and well, life happend....and crazy bitches stood out. I wonder....when will this be over? when will I start to feel like me again?
I want answers. I demand to be okay for once.

I have done lots to change...but one thing can never change and that is feelings, the heart. I know things will get better, i just wonder when?
I am a good person, Im always thinking about others,....so why is all this happening. I want, need to be smiling again.
I miss everything.

Some one a few days ago told me...girl, you have it all, you look happy, have tons of friends, have a great apartment, Dante, an opportunity of a life time with Demoiselle, travel alot.... what more do you want?... the one thing I want I cant have....everything else falls into second and third place. It sounds bad, but is realidad...mi realidad. The one I want...is the one thing Ill never have. and that is scary, and depresing.
I miss it soooo much, it hurts. Am waiting to heel...but its taking to long. ..Im sick of pretending, Did I fuck up that bad?

All I want is to either get over it all or get back what I had...but somethings got to happend. soon!

AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH

Scary, fuck-up, shit. Rent it today.
http://www.climatecrisis.net/

FRIENDS WITH MONEY

This is a great movie, not a award winner but a chicks flick that I enjoyed.

UBER CUTE

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My god this is the cuttest ever.

Back to jail....video

WHAT THE FUCK??

My life....

IWA....ATANGANA!!!!!!!!

: Cartelera en Ponce el domingo 5/27


NWG este domingo en Ponce

NWG Presental Batalla en la Playa este domingo 27 de mayo en el Parque de Pelota Lucy Grillasca de la Parcela Amalia Marin en la Playa de Ponce comenzando a las 6:00 PM.
Lucha Hardcore
El Rabioso Mr.Big (IWA) vs Bolo The Red Bulldog

Lucha de Venganza
Erick Scorpion vs La Estrella Cruzz (IWA)

Guerra en Parejas desde la IWA
Amazona y Amy vs Morena y Barbie Boy

Lucha de RiÑa
Adam Mayhem vs Havok

Triple Amenaza por los Titulos de Parejas
Los Hermanos Daggers vs Dinastia RPM vs Tyler & Dave

Reto Especial
Brandom vs Cirujano

Duelo en Parejas
Onix y Van Axel vs Enforcer y Nixon

Campeonato Region Sur
Jeffrey Daniels vs Only Jason

Cartelera sujeta a cambios.


******VOY PAYA! ATANGANA!!!!!!!!

Moooo !!!

"Tengo una vaca lechera
no es una vaca cualquiera
me da leche descremada
hay que vaca tan _____?______
Tolon, Tolon
Tolon, Tolon"

Cual es la palabra que me falta?
No se porque pero llevo media mañana cantando esto. jaja! MOO!

TOP 10 ON MY LIST

Top 10 things I would rather be doing right now rather than work are:

10. Sleeping

9. Walking for hrs @ Central Park in New York

8. Having drinks with My best friends

7. Watching a cool movie

6. learning to play Golf

5. Spa

4. Kissing for hrs

3. Playing Video Games

2. Playing footsies with.....

1. Having long, hot, unforgettable sex with my fav person in the world.

My fantasy

This is one of my fantasies....

Romantic

I was on my way to work this morning and I had on La Mega and they were discussing things that are truly romantic , none of that cliche shit and it was based on a study in US.
The results were...
1. a walk

2. kissing during a candle light dinner

3. flowers

But then came all the callers mostly girls to say flowers suck,the walk was stupid bla,bla, bla.

I for one think that walking anywhere with your partner...your favorite person in the world is great. Is not what you do is with who. That's romantic, flowers well some people say when a man gives you flowers is because he did something real bad. I have not had that come up thank God but I do not like huge arrangements maybe a Tulip, or Gardenia or even 1 rose but not a expensive Flower arrangement. Not for me.
The Candles, well I personally love candles, specially Gardenia candles, I did the dinner thing a few times and let me tell you is beautiful. Some of my favorite memories, specially the candle and the kissing part.
But for me romantic things you can do all year around, not just on Valentine or Birthdays are listening to your partner when he/she needs it, holding hands for no reason in public, a small kiss during lunch @ a restaurant, a text message with a sweet message, getting his/her favorite munchies, letting him watch TV all weekend, giving him space even if he doesn't ask for it, and a long and sexy kiss every morning before going of to work. Not to mention sexy,long,hot,can't take it any more sex that will drive both of you of the wall. These are all sexy things I think . But its just me.

Good Luck!

Sometimes you get breaks or chances that can make or break your professional life, Some are dreams, and some are things you have to do brilliant in order to stay in the game. This is the time for my dear Rikky to Prof to a industry and a client he is the shit. I have not talked to him that much lately because I figure he is very busy, I don't call because he knows Ill be wishing him luck but I just wanted to tell him that he deserves a gigantic hug and a huge sloppy kiss because I am very proud of him. This is probably one of the most important things going on his life and he needs this to pull Thu. His partner and him have worked their asses on something that will definitely be the shit and I'm sure that even with their worries and times of stresses they will rock.
Baby....I am with you 100%. Even if I don't call you to asked how its going I want to let you know you are in my prayers and Im sure you are doing great.
Sabes que aqui estoy para ti siempre. Todo saldra bien, tengo un buen presentimiento.

MY BOY'S

After working all morning I had to leave at noon because I had some important stuff to do but I started to feel a bit crappy cause I had the damn visit and well I called my mom and she made me laugh so hard I totally forgot. I went home and played with Dante for almost 3 hrs straight, this dog is the best and Got a called from my dear friend Milton, This is my point....I missed some of my friends, I cant let 1 or 2 dirty rats make me stay home . Milton tells me he misses me and that we should do something so we planned. Before I wanted to visit my parents and my mom blowed dried my hair so I would look pretty. Luv ya! Then Paco calls , with his stories and I was trying to get dresses but with Paco on the phone IMPOSSIBLE!!!
point: I miss hagging out with my boys and some of my girlfriends like Biann and Faith but girls are a mess, and I am tied of drama.
Milton see you tonight!

"The Starter Wife"

I was watching TV and I see this commercial about a new series with Debra Messing with I love called the Starter Wife and I LOL. I went into the Internet do check it out and I found that it will me cool , not to learn anything cause its a TV show , just cool. Its about an ex-wife of a Hollywood studio boss starts her life after her divorce. Based on the novel by Gigi Levangie Grazer.

After being blacklisted from premieres to pilates, Molly Kagan (Debra Messing) searches to rediscover life after divorce. A brief respite in Malibu and some oh-so-Hollywood friends prove to be the perfect cocktail for her transformation from "Starter Wife" to her new life .Its on 31 May 2007 (USA)

Bullshit, Bullshit, Bullshit

Why do people write and say hurtful things? Is it that they don't care about hurting someones feelings? What about the people that you know say things even the little things to push your buttons? The worse, right Will I have to live with this everyday. I blame my self for getting all worked up, not mad just sad or I just think about it until I cant no more. I cant say anything cause ill be the ridiculous one, so basically I'm screwed. I have notice that a simple and not even as important thing is made into an issue just to bother a person and that truly sucks.
So I made a deal with my self, stop at one everyone who bullshits and this will just all blow away. The cool thing is that I realized I have grown up alot and all of the things that are happening to me have made me the great person I am. So thanks!
Aclaracion....I am human so things sometimes get to me, but I have learned to control it and its all good in the neighborhood!
The girls and I are planning a great weekend so this should be interesting and oh yeah very relaxing. I can always count on a very small hand full of ppl, not even a hand full but is something. right?
So in conclusion I am good, what ever comments and things I hear do not matter. And if some of the things are true, then we will deal with them as they come.

ANOTHER TRUE FRIEND

Last night I was talking with a friend till the weeeee hrs of the night and its refreshing to know you can count of some people no matter what. Apart from all the crying I did because I was laughing so damn hard it was what I needed.
Dude thanks sooo much, friends like you don't come very often.

NOT NIGOTIABLE

What are none negotiable this in my life?
These are the things that no matter what happens,who you end up with they wont change because you have found out,they work for you and your like.


1. you should always have day's for your self, Yes we love our partners but we need to get the hell out of the house and hang out with MY friends on my time and do the stuff I like....a breather.

2. Always have a Date with your partner @ least 2 a month , like a getting pretty and going out alone date. This will keep the spark going.

3. Do go out in groups once in a while, Both of us should have plenty of Friends that can be put into a situation and let us all have fun. Its not wise to just forget everyone and concentrate on your partner, it make tension rise real fast.

4. Respect the fact that your partner needs to chill.

5. Do fun activities , like beach, roadtripps,movies, games, sports, traveling even paint something, just don't stick to shopping on your free time.

6. Always look presentable to your partner, none of that he/she loves me crap.

7. Understand he/she line of work, help them out when needed, trust them with decisions and always appreciate the fact that being responsible probably means late hrs.

8. Trust them 100%, you may asked questions and talk things out but at the end of the day trust them.

9. Make the best of a bad situation. I have learned that been mad, and screaming sucks. and just makes it worse. make it work.

10. love,love and love that person and let them know you care .

11. Works things out right away, if not it will come and bit you in the ass later on.

12. Communication is key, for anything that's going on.

13. Have a nice and sweet tone even if you are in a strange situation , it helps big time.

14. Understand were they are coming from all the time.

15. Never have secrets , even the small one hurts

16. Seconds changes and even 3rd changes have to come into play

17. Take interest in your partners life and events

18. Tell that person you care all the time.

19. You will fight, its normal, just make it work, do whatever it takes.

20. Back down if the person has a point you are not always right, and even then ppl have points of views, and never make them change them, respect the fact they have a pint and listen.

21. If you are wrong , let them know and always say sorry , but only if you truly mean it.


PEOPLE THIS FACTS MAKE A WORLD OF A DIFERENCE. IT MADE SENCE.

WHEN?

When is a good time to move on?

I have no clue, you see I have been in a real sad situation and basically I still am. Its been a year and 6 months and still am in this limbo that wont let me move on. Sometimes am good, sometimes I'm just sad and some day's I am clueless as to what is normal and what is just my head.

I thought I was over and done with this situation but I have come to realize that my heart just wont let go. Its real hard because I cant say anything because this fear I have of more rejection, but only from him. You see I don't have any problems, iF a person does not like me, fuck you, if he does not like me, Oh shit!

I know its sad and ridiculous on my part but this is me. This has been real hard,from a different point of view ppl have said I look great, this separation has really made you grow and change into a more beautiful chick bla , bla, bla, but only I know what's really going on with me.
I know I'm not the prettiest, or the chick with a perfect body, or the most understating, but my improvement has been 100% and I have ppl that can vouch for that.

Sometimes I wonder if this person realizes it, the fact That I still love him like the first day and the fact that I have made changes that basically changes the entire situation s so has he. It hard because like now I'm writing this and I get all choked up and feel like I can loose it and start to cry.

I don't know whats going to happened to me nor to him , yes we talk, we see each other casually but I have a feeling he just doesn't feel the same and this is whats breaking my heart, the fact that we made promises and well enough said.

How do I know when just to walk away from it all? I have tried and it does not last very long I make stands and nothing. Maybe he has been in love with someone for a long time and I was in the way, maybe what was going on is for real, maybe he and I are in a real good place and he wont admit it.
Some times I just want to say, Dude I love you, let;s give this a real change, now with the knowledge we have , because in the past it was all a mess because we were hung up on our issues we could not get passed it.

What should I do? I cant live like this, I can't loose him, I just don't know what to do.

ART

San Francisco

My baby

This is my Cosita....the cuttest doggie EVER!!!!

THE QUESTION

I had Lot's of questions asked this weekend about me. This got me to thinking alot about what I wanted, needed, missed, and hated. I learned alot about my self, about what I can give and about how ppl feel around me now. I was great and surprisingly sad at the same time because it made me think about how my life has changed and how I missed certain things. Would I want them back he asked me and I answerd with a big smile.
I don't know what's going to happened to me in 1 year or 2 but all I can say is Im happy cause I changed and that made lots of ppl around me change for the better.
Would I want to have all I had and more back? This Ill keep to my self, but one thing I can say is I miss the hell out of a certain someone who was and is my everything, and this will never change, maybe .....
This also raised Lots of other questions like fam,kids,house, bla, bla, bla, and I was blank for at least 3 min.
We shall see what life has in store for me...God better make it great because I deserve it.
So after this great talk that got me thinking I realized something I did not want to think about....

Sunday....Oh lovely Sunday

Sunday was all about the pool. It was so f-king hot and saddly but true all my airconditions in my apartment are dead so it's real hot. So My friend Mike and I dicided to go to Dorado since my fam gave me a key and they were not outso we went and relaxed. It was the best. I laid out for mabey 35 min and I could not take it . I put on the dark oil and I could feel my self cooking. We even said fuck to the hot Jacu, it was all about the pool. Had wine my aunt had laying around. Then My bro call's and he swings by with his friend Fribbs. All I can say was this was a very relaxing weekend. No stupid calls, no nothing.

28 WEEKS LATER

This weekend among all and I must say all the things I did I went to the movies and saw this movie. SHIT, SHIT, SHIT.
It was great you see I am all for blood, horror, run for your life, screaming my head off kinda movie, and sure enough this is what I love. I went with Mike and I kept laughing every time I jumped up that chair. I missed the first 10 min but it was ok. (big smile)
This movie was great but the ending got me upset. WTF?
So if you are not doing anything and and feel like a movie is what you will be doing, please do not go see Spider moron...go see this one.
Bring a hot date, this should be fun!

Were I would love to be right now

This one the best trip ever. San Francisco baby!

Funny!!!!!!

Damn it it's friday...start LOL!!!!!

IN LOVE YOU NEED....

Passion is a wonderfull word. Everything you acomplish in life must be done with passion or it will show.

True love is the best feeling ever. When you find true love, hold on to it and never ever let go. NEVER let anything get between true love...it's magigal.

Trust is probably one of the most important factors in life. With out trust the world would be caos. Never damage your trust with someone you love...Its hard to get it back.

Happiness is free. You have to find it in you to be trully happy, to love and cherish everything about you. To wake up in the mornings with a huge smile and be able to look at your self and say...I am happy.

Patience is a true gift. Yes is hard sometimes to be patient but it is not impossible. This is important in every aspect of your life, specially dealing with love one's.

Understanding. Why? Because You never know when you might need your partner to understand you. And if you can both understad each other, You have half te battle won.

Warmth is the sweetest af all. Alway's teat your love one how you wold like to be treated. Find a king word, be sweet, When possible, use a warm tone in your voice.

*IF I WOULD HAVE DONE THIS I PROBABLY BE WITH MY TRUE LOVE....

Me and the TV

How hard is it to be @ home all day and just not do anything? Well today is that day for me. I could not get up to work for the life of me, so I slept till 11am. After that I had cereal, and turn on the tv, and that ended up being the plan the entire day. WHAT? Yeap all day, not internet, no cleaning which I had to do, nothing all day in the couch with the remote clicking away.
This has not been a productive day at all. So in half an hr I will turn off the damn tv, turn up the radio and clean the mother fucking house and after that go and run for an hr.
This is the plan damn it!

TO MY MOM ON MOTHER'S DAY

Today is mothers day and is a very important day for me. You see my mother Eileen E. Puigdollers has been a rock this past 2 years. She has been there with me thru thick and thin, she has cried with me, without asking me questions, she has held my hand, she has giving me all the love possible so that I can get thru all the issues I have. She has made me laugh when I thought I would never laugh, she has stayed with me and just talked until I was better.
She never ever tells me what I should do, is always....honey, you should probably think about this or that.
I want to let everyone know that I can truly sad I love my mother and that she is my best friend in the world. She has help me thru the most difficult times in my life and she has done a great job at knowing when I needed a mother or just a friend.
She leaves works and come to my house to help me clean, or study, she goes out of her way to help me out when I say help!!!, she cook's me food and makes me pick it up so that I don't go hungry, She has never let me down, if I tell her something. trust me she will never tell a soul. Just little things like that, make her the perfect mother.
Last week my mom got sick and we thought it was very serious, but thank god it wasn't, but all those hours waiting killed me. I was not having it , she had to get better right away. Not having her or just watching her suffer and cry was killing me. Thank god she is fine.
I have also notice she is the strong one in the family, her patience, her strength, her wisdom and her soft touches makes my family what they are. We are all lucky to have a person like her.
I was trying to find the words that will with no doubt tell her how I felt. Not possible I figure I have my entire life to make her understand what she means to me. Actions speak louder than words.
Mom I want to thank you and let you know that with out you I probably never have survived this past year. I love you ...sometimes more than I love my self .
I am truly blessed to have you with me and so close.
Have a wonderful mothers day. You are truly the best mother in the world

Disturbia

Last night I had a date....well we do what we got to do...right? So anyway I saw Disturbia.

Wow it was just great. If your in the let's go to the movies, I have heard Spider Man sucks, so a good alternative is Disturbia. Let's just say, my hands were held the entire movie. Plus some screams here and there. Ja ja!. But dinner was better. hehe

Happy Birthday Emmanuel !!!!!!!

Emmanuel Jose today is your birthday!! Yeah! Your 19 years old. Shit this means I'm getting old and fast. Soon you will be married and I will have lots and lots of white hair. Jaja!

I just wanted to say I love you and I'm real proud to have a brother like you. You know what you mean to me and I am thankful to have you in my life.

CHEERS TO YOU SON!

Happy Birthday and I wish you only the best this year. May all your dreams and (stupid stuff you want to do) come true.

Love ya!!!!!

ITS FRIDAY...DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?

Time to party, relax we deserve it. So call your friends, start making plans, yes during work hours! @ 5pm sharp you run out the door and sit in your car because traffic is a bitch. ja! and boom 5 beers later you will be having the best time with your buddies and some people you have never met and yet they are your new best friends ...@ least tonight ,jaja!

Soon you will be bashing your co-workers, lying to your partners(not me) Hehe and before you know it Yeap! is Saturday.

Have fun ,I sure will. A Medalla for me!

Cheers and happy weekend to all

Too Funny!

I just saw this and I'm still LOL!

THE PIZZA AND ICE CREAM DIET....

Have you had a night were for some reason you just wanna in a state of "veggie" and just watch TV, order pizza and eat Haggen Daz?

What do you do? Well if you are chick that cannot aford to gain more pounds...you start to write, about what is going on in your life , the good and the bad, you put on you sneakers and go for a run, you call up a friend and gossip or go to sleep...my fav!

One in a while we chicks get this urge to " pig out", sit in boxers for hrs and do nothing, just think. Its called anxiety ppl, and it sucks ass. Sometimes yeah...is good to just let go and do what you feel...in this case eat chocolates, pizza , ice cream anything that you would probably not touch and just go for it, but not overboard, just to feel good. Bad is when you feel like this alot and well Ill do it just this once and then next day comes and you feel like this too. A MONTH GOES BY AND BOOM 10 POUNDS MORE. SHIT,SHIT,SHIT!!!!!!!!!

There is something called will ppl, hard thing but when you really ant something will is what you need, then comes friends and their support and well bla, bla, bla.

Im going thru this right now, shall we say last night, I was feeling bad and I wasn't even hungry but I called and got myself some pizza. Yeap! and I had almost 4 slices all for me. After I ate that I felt like crap, I had been doing so well but I just had no will. Then I got to thinking I am not about to gain everything I had lost because of a month of bull shit. no fucking way .

Once in a while ppl we are humans but you cant let it win, anxiety is a bitch!

Chicks....take a walk, a long drive, call up a friend, the Internet is always great and write about it and you will see we eat when we are feeling good, when you start to get it, you will never let go and this is when will starts to kick in. trust me