Memories

This weekend though it was a good one, did some stuff, got some great company....got cooked, for, even had some time do do cleaning . Saw my Grandma who I have not seen in almost 2 years, sleep good, and that's a rear thing cause lately I have had my mind filled with shit and to get a good night sleep is ultra wow. Last night after spending time with my fam I got a called and got invited for ice cream and a movie....It was like a date. Even though I had a great time, I could not get something out of my mind. fair? nope!!
Even is an perfect guy comes up to me and asked me out I will be thinking about someone else.
I was pretty happy this weekend, cause well cleaning I found loads of things from my past that made me happy, sad, lol, and a bit teary eye. I found my self missing this person big time. Like a huge part of my heart belong to him and I was okay with that.
He knows this.... Whats he thinking? I have no clue.
Well, As I started to get some of my stuff ready for my Disney trip, I was happy and a bit sad cause this is something I would have love to do with that special someone.
He knows I care. Does that bother me? yeah.... sometime I feel as if he has some king of advantage over the situation...
Not sure what will happened , but well the memories we share will be for ever in my heart.