Who am I?

I have notice I have become more of what I was a long time ago, but with more edge. Before I got married (high school years) I used to like to watch sports, Dah! I have a brother who played everything, basketball, football, Gotcha, and loved to watch boxing and well my dad loves the sames sports so me...I just got hooked, specially when Jordan... the man was the shit.
Another this is way back I was not a jelous girl, I was very much a person who ppl loved to talked to and hang out with, and I kinda lost all that.

Alot of things have happend to me and changed me in sooooo many ways. Good and bad , the the truth is I am finding my self. late but its happening. Im the kind of chick that can be (comemierda) if I wanted to, I could be that girl.... This is what they calkl me Guaynabita. Yeap, I can do that but the one I like the most is the one of the guy's. I can pull up a chair, sit and drink a Heiniken, play pool...badly..hehehe and play video games . I am that girl that guy's love to hang around, cause they can talk and be themselfs with out having a girl bitch @ everything. Some of them have even said...ur the perfect chick, ...bella, inteligente, gufia, graciosa...but ur such a good frined that it just cant be...
I have enjoyed watching my men sweat it out @ the bioxing ring with friends, drink, play dominoes, poker, even gotcha and yes I can do the date thing , be all pretty and chick like, the sexy heals, and nice underwear, and I can be the converse wearing, jeans and tank top, with a hat kinda chick.

I am pretty darn sad lately, feeling alone, with everything around me falling apart. I do know that God....will be there and one day hopefully sooner that later will make shit happend 4 me.

Resumen: I kinda like who I am today, yes I have loads of work, but Im tiered of being someone that Im not, Im who I am...punto y se a cabo. pq? porque lo digo yo.